lumrah hidup sang pencinta pelaut

ditinggalkan berbulan bulan, tapi lagi parah bila dapat call sekejap saja untuk stock 2 minggu!


oh itulah lumrah hidup kami, geng chenta hati kapal.. or at least me..

the last 3 months are a sweet dream for me as he's lucky enough to stay in anchorage area for few days each time he's in Bintulu. and dat means, we can talk over the phone for more than 2 hours!

but in the 4th months (READ: NOW), i'm starting to feel nausea as if i was the one who's in that ship! and this is all because the lack of voice communication. you may feel sick reading this, but mind me, this is the only place for me to babble around. even if YOU are reading this (my most unwanted and UNWELCOME reader, yes you know who you are). i still need to let it out of my chest.

kapal dia masuk port around 6-7 pm yesterday, and my oh my, his ship is already waving at the me and say BON VOYAGE at 2 o'clock! yikess!

and again, this is what i need to pay for my own action- accepting this way of life with a marine engineer..

i know, i shouldnt cry, because he's not toying around on that floating prison, but indeed he's working. but still, this tears dropped....

how i miss talking to him on the phone for hours, and most importantly, how i really miss him....

how i wish i have one day to see him before i can prepare to continue this *LDR...

i miss you...

i miss us...

i'm waiting for you....

tough up Nina! you can do this!

need to fill in my time so i wont feel that the time is moving that slow.. need to start packing, prepare my stationaries, sharpen my pencils as i am two weeks away from new semester classes!



*Long Distance Relationship*