Friends ARE Foe

last nite i slept at 2am thinking of my life.. kata orang tua2, elok b4 tdo klu kita merenung balik apa yg kita da buat the whole day before we go to sleep, sins or deeds.. tp....

bkn itu yg saya pk kan smalam..

Saya cuma menungkan idup saya ni.... sometimes i feel like i am in the worst situation..

tp slalunya i try to convince myself dat there are lots of other ppl who are in their worser situation than me..

aritu u did call me n asked me

"kawan2 ok? ada sedih2 x?"

but i just replied

" nope"

but actually....

i did have prob with my frens......

again....

but Syida told me dat i just hafta to give it a damn.. there are many things else that i can be worried about other than those stupid L***r..

She tried to convinced me that my life is nearly perfect.. i have a loving and understanding fiancee, a loyal friend named Tokmak and also dear family..

Yeah.. syida's correct.. i dont need anybody else to please me whatsoever..

I am an independent girl and Sha always said to me that

"only the best girl can be with seamen".

Sha memang seorang nelayan laut dalam yg pandai amik hati saya kn syg?

mmg u sorang je yg ada kot..

Now i really hafta focus on my studies.. kena keep up pointer and live life to the fullest.. Buat sakit otak n hati je pk kan org yg xpenah kisah langsung pasal kita..

Maybe today I can say dat i am satisfied with who I am now, eventhough I am frenless, I know that I am always the best.. perasan nye..

I'm waiting n waiting n waiting for ur text.....

owhh btw kalau reader yg bernama azila azura baca ni, i want u to know dat i couldnt agree more with ur poem about loving a sailor tue..

senyum sorang2 saya baca post u..